Congrats, my first blog just happens to be my first journal entry all the way from Siem Reap, Cambodia. I have been in the country about 12 hours now and am still fighting jetlag. (Texas is 12 hours behind). I tell you this, because who knows if what I write will make sense to anyone else.

'We made it, not that I was worried, but this trip has been a long time coming. The guesthouse is nice and very peaceful AND we have AIR CONDITIONING!!!!

Some people have said what am I doing is crazy. And I am starting to agree. I know God has a plan in it all but WHOA. Maybe I have been watching too much Gilmore Girls (new episodes air November 25th :) ) but at least Lorelai built her dream close to home and not in a foreign country. 

Some people think I am brave and I just laugh. I am terrified of most things new - maybe calm on the outside but anxiety and doubt are reeking havoc on the inside. BUT I am really trying to  TRUST God. To trust in His plan, His promises, His timing. To TRUST when I jump - He will be there to catch me, even if I have to count to 100 before jumping with eyes squeezed shut! 

Maybe I am crazy, but I think it takes courage to be crazy, so maybe I am both...

Crazy AND Brave.